Assalamu'alaikum, peace be upon you.

Today on the bus home, mulling and digesting all the stories heard and told today, i realised that noone has ever done something wow for me. as in like, for example, you can buy someone a bday present, a really expensive one or something the receiver really needed/wanted, but its unlikely to be something wow. what determines a wow action/gift is if it takes an outstanding amount of effort, and if it was done just to make the person happy, without said person having to ask for it. so anw, yes, initially it was a bit the very sad to not be able to think of anyone, like anyONE, not a family member or guy or girl, who did anything wow for me. bt then i realised tt theres hikmah in tt. cos noone can deny the special sweetness that comes from a first time. first time of anything good. even if the subsequent times are better, you can never replicate tt sweet tangyness of a first time. so yeah, im glad my first time of getting something wow hasnt occurred yet, cos when it does, i want it to be from someone utterly special. n it'll be sweet and pure. yes, PURE, cos it wouldnt be contaminated with residual thoughts of the other time u got something wow from someone who used to be special but is no longer so. n this is not sour grapes talking ppl, cos i really am convinced by this.  

Talking about fantastical futures, i've been recently re-hit with a bout of "i want a house with a lap pool and purple crawling flowers and heavy good wood banisters and rocky-finished walls and an expensive husband to maintain all that."

Now wouldnt it be awesome to get para1 and para2 together? hehehehe.